such a heavy mood today

i am not the kind of person to follow a trend. i don't often feel pressured to jump on any bandwagon no matter who is at the helm. i like to do things my own way, and that means making things up as I go. I find trends do not make for interesting work. there is often not a lot of ingenuity or thought happening once they take hold. I like to see people pushing the limits, or using things in unexpected ways. or taking an old medium and shifting the context, giving it a new meaning. i will use technology when it seems useful to me, but there is not a lot of it that I feel 'adds to' my life..... read more

today i feel like having a mood scale, also... let me try:

stressed: 10 tired: 10 headache: 10 crabby: 10 dashed: 10 impacient: 10